Low Morale

I feel like I'm dying...

It's been another week and I feel absolutely awful.  I feel like nothing went right this week.  Looking at my calendar, I find the list of things to do bigger and bigger.  Worst of all, all this doesn't help my mood.

As morale continues to decline as the semester progresses, I'm starting to think that maybe I overexerted myself this semester.  How do other people do it anyways?  I don't understand how other people take 16+ credits and somehow manage to stay on top of things.  Maybe it's because I have 7+ credits of labs.

I feel like a failure...

I may have bore my testimony in church this week, but that doesn't seem to change my cynical view very much.  Yes, I know that God has a plan for all of us.  Yes, I know that He loves me, etc.  But, is eternal life really something I want?  These are things to think about.

I feel dead and it's probably not a good thing.  I'm just disappointed...about everything.