Last Memoir At Miller

As finals went underway, I spent most of time attempting to study for them. This effort was undermined by the poorly-planned cleaning check authored by the management at Miller Apartments. The management claimed that it was the "super" cleaning check, and had it during exam period. Naturally, we would try to do a good job because we didn't want to be charged extra fees. However, it wasn't as much as a final cleaning check as we anticipated.  They simply came in and instructed us what we need to improve when we move out! Sure, we passed, but the fact that this wasn't the real check seriously irked me. I could have been spending more time studying instead of worrying about returning this apartment to the unrealistic conditions they expected. If there's anything I will say about the Miller Apartments is that you should never live here.

Other than that, this week had a number of unfortunate events unfolded in the nation. The tragedy at Boston was unforeseen and certainly left many questions about the mindset of the people and the government. As for the magnitude of the losses, it was probably not as horrific and consistent as some other parts of the world; nevertheless, the victims and there family have our condolences. In addition to the craze in Boston, the fertilizer plant explosion in Texas proved to be another unexpected event that took place this week. The real question now is whether or not the events were acts of foreign terrorists or domestic fanatics. Some say that it could be inside jobs by the government.

The week kept on getting better as many businesses are now taking precaution with the new 30-hour rule instituted by the Affordable Healthcare Act. I don't know what the long-term effects of the regulation will have on our economy, but I know I am sick of our politicians.

Here's one of the greatest, and perhaps mind-boggling, phenomenons in the country of U.S.A.:  Many of us apparently hate our legislators and even the President himself and are sick and tired of this partisan bull crap that produce nonsensical bills; yet, we continue to vote along partisan lines. America still has a long way to go before it irons out the long-standing kinks in its system.

An interesting bill you should look out for now is the CISPA. It has been passed in the House last time I checked. I don't know what I feel about it since I'm already using Facebook and Google services and my data already belong to them. We shall see.

That was a load of information. I promise I will have some more happy thoughts written down for next week.

Remember how I mentioned about the video Nick made last week? It's happened. You can see it down here. YouTube has warned me that there could be some sync problems, but I didn't see any during the editing process. If it does have lip sync issues, blame YouTube. Basically, it's an experimental interview made by Nick to restart his film group Nixart Films. Be sure to check them out!

Another disclaimer: I was sitting at a strange position, leaning backwards, so I may look a bit weird. Then again, I was never photogenic in the first place.

What Will the Circle Be?

This week has been a good one. The end of the semester is getting closer with each passing day.  I am glad to get out of Miller in about two weeks.

Last week, I spent some time going around asking people if they were afraid of God. Without context, I sent them the question through texts and Facebook Chat. Here are some of the responses I collected from my friends:

"Yeah, I think so. But, I trust Him."

"I'm not afraid of God at all. I'm afraid of my unresolved wrong decisions."

"I'm not. My reason is because I know He is a perfect Heavenly Father and His love is perfect."

"I love, respect, and admire Him, but I guess there is a bit of the 'whoahhh" factor that makes me a bit afraid. Like my earthly dad...I better not disappoint him."

"I fear God, but I'm not afraid of Him. I respect Him and His power, but I have a firm testimony of His perfect love...How could I be afraid of someone who sent His son to suffer for me?"

"Honestly, no I'm not. I know that God loves so much. I know that He will do everything He can to help me become like Him...He will never purposefully hurt us, though He does allow us to go through difficult times so we can grow."

"I'm afraid of being cut off from God."

"No, because I have experienced so many johns that show me He loves me and cares about me...history has also taught me about the love our Savior and Heavenly Father have for everyone."

"I'm not cause I see Him as a loving figure."

"In some respects, yes.  We often fear that which is unfamiliar."

"I am a God-fearing woman, but I know He loves me a lot and is merciful."

"No."

"No, God has taken care of me all my life and still does. :) He loves us all.  I'm only afraid of not doing my part."

"Yes, aren't you?"

"I don't think so.  I mean I think I would like to think of myself as having respect for Him rather than fear."

"In some ways, yes."

"No, because I'm doing my best in life.  If ye shall prepare, ye shall not fear."

"Um no, not afraid, but I respect Him and realize His great power..."

"Haha no."

"Um, sometimes?"

"Nope, you?"

"No. I mean I have great respect and realize how little I am comparatively, but I know He has comprehensible love for me and only wants the best."

"Always."

As you can see, most of them responded positively. Even in an increasingly secular society which we live in, there are still those who cling onto their faith.

There will be a little video here as soon as it is finished editing. I will update this post when Nick finishes it.  While you are at it, search for NixArt Films on YouTube and Facebook!

For the 183rd Time

It has been an interesting week...

I honestly haven't thought much about what I should write this week.  So, the least I could do is mention some of the highlights.

I didn't get a letter.  :(

I accidentally discovered the VGame Club here on campus through Steven.  Surprisingly, I found out Alejandra was part of it as well.  Long story short, this group allows me to become more acquainted with my nerdy side when it comes to games.

This weekend was also the 183th Annual General Conference of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints!  I won't go in details because you can find out more on the LDS website.

The thought of the week, however, is this:

Are you afraid of God?